August, 2006
Tomorrow! - General
29 Aug 2006 @ 02:20 am - Cari gets here tomorrow! I'm so excited. I'm making chocolate chip cookies tonight for her arrival, I'll put them in a basket with a bottle of good tequila in the middle. (She said she likes to dip cookies in tequila). *grin*... i can't wait unt...
29 Aug 2006 @ 02:20 am - Cari gets here tomorrow! I'm so excited. I'm making chocolate chip cookies tonight for her arrival, I'll put them in a basket with a bottle of good tequila in the middle. (She said she likes to dip cookies in tequila). *grin*... i can't wait unt...
Yesterday - General
23 Aug 2006 @ 11:08 pm - 6 days until Cari is here! Boy yesterday was a nightmare. I woke up at 2 am with voices and couldn't get back to sleep so i was hallucinating by the time i got to work. as soon as i got here i got a chastising email from my boss about something i ...
23 Aug 2006 @ 11:08 pm - 6 days until Cari is here! Boy yesterday was a nightmare. I woke up at 2 am with voices and couldn't get back to sleep so i was hallucinating by the time i got to work. as soon as i got here i got a chastising email from my boss about something i ...
17 Days and Counting - General
22 Aug 2006 @ 02:40 am - Cari will be here in 8 days, I do the street evangelizing at the arts festival in Pontiac in 12 days, and there are 17 days left before my name is changed legally. Then I get to run around, changing my name in all the legal places necessary. Sounds...
22 Aug 2006 @ 02:40 am - Cari will be here in 8 days, I do the street evangelizing at the arts festival in Pontiac in 12 days, and there are 17 days left before my name is changed legally. Then I get to run around, changing my name in all the legal places necessary. Sounds...
Death? Maybe not yet. Who knows.... - General
20 Aug 2006 @ 09:34 am - Well I almost killed myself today. i got to bed late last night because julie was here and then i was in bed sobbing in terror of having to face rabbi Loren after the crazy email i sent him. I pleaded with God for him to at least please not look at m...
20 Aug 2006 @ 09:34 am - Well I almost killed myself today. i got to bed late last night because julie was here and then i was in bed sobbing in terror of having to face rabbi Loren after the crazy email i sent him. I pleaded with God for him to at least please not look at m...
stupid stupid stupid - General
19 Aug 2006 @ 07:17 am - I think i did something stupid. i've been having a really hard couple of weeks. i'm easily confused, i'm having a hard time telling what's real and what's not... and even worse.. in a psychotic evening i wrote a really long email to rabbi Loren. A...
19 Aug 2006 @ 07:17 am - I think i did something stupid. i've been having a really hard couple of weeks. i'm easily confused, i'm having a hard time telling what's real and what's not... and even worse.. in a psychotic evening i wrote a really long email to rabbi Loren. A...
one by one - General
16 Aug 2006 @ 10:51 pm - One by one, my friends are disappearing. It's to the point where I rarely have anyone to talk to. I go a little crazy here when there's nothing to do but listen to voices and wait for someone to come online. Sometimes I surf the net but even that ...
16 Aug 2006 @ 10:51 pm - One by one, my friends are disappearing. It's to the point where I rarely have anyone to talk to. I go a little crazy here when there's nothing to do but listen to voices and wait for someone to come online. Sometimes I surf the net but even that ...
Stupid work shit - General
16 Aug 2006 @ 01:57 am - I've been having a real hard time with symptoms this past week and this week so far. My boss even noticed that i was somewhat incoherent last week and "fuzzy". I told him I was having problems with my schizophrenia and that i probably sho...
16 Aug 2006 @ 01:57 am - I've been having a real hard time with symptoms this past week and this week so far. My boss even noticed that i was somewhat incoherent last week and "fuzzy". I told him I was having problems with my schizophrenia and that i probably sho...
Official - General
12 Aug 2006 @ 04:44 am - My court date is September 7 at 9 a.m. There will be a notice posted in the Lansing State Journal this Sunday. After the hearing on the 7th, I will begin changing my name on all my legal affairs. I've listed what i've thought of so far below. If ...
12 Aug 2006 @ 04:44 am - My court date is September 7 at 9 a.m. There will be a notice posted in the Lansing State Journal this Sunday. After the hearing on the 7th, I will begin changing my name on all my legal affairs. I've listed what i've thought of so far below. If ...
My Name and My God - General
09 Aug 2006 @ 03:30 am - As many people are aware, Roen is not my given name, it is my chosen name. Last week, I took the first several steps in making it my legal given name. I filed a petition for a name change downtown at the courthouse, went to the sheriff's office and...
09 Aug 2006 @ 03:30 am - As many people are aware, Roen is not my given name, it is my chosen name. Last week, I took the first several steps in making it my legal given name. I filed a petition for a name change downtown at the courthouse, went to the sheriff's office and...



