2 More Pounds! - General
30 Jun 2006 @ 01:31 am - I've lost 2 more pounds so i'm up to 15. my goal is to lose another 20 before my baptism. think i can do it? [comment]yep! [anchor=1151676615]Comment[/anchor] by [b]smassie[/b] on 30 Jun 2006 @ 02:10 pm [/comment][comment]http://hometown.aol.de/w...

Baptism and Cari! - General
29 Jun 2006 @ 02:04 am - On Sunday, July 23rd, I will be baptized by full immersion into the Messianic Judaic faith by Rabbi Loren in Waterford, Michigan. To be Messianic means that you believe in Yeshua (Hebrew for 'Jesus') as the Messiah, but worship Him in the origi...

Another! - General
23 Jun 2006 @ 01:49 am - lost another pound today... that's 13 and counting!...

i'm shocked - General
22 Jun 2006 @ 11:07 am - that nobody commented on the most amazing thing i've done since forgiving myself!.... MIKE emailed me all nasty and i not only deleted it but EVERYTHING i had of him. that was an enormous step for me. i guess it's only momentous to me... but i stil...

and even MORE! - General
21 Jun 2006 @ 09:37 pm - I lost 2 more pounds! That's 12 pounds in 2 1/2 weeks! WOO HOO![comment]*swears profusely at yahoo* its not connecting. I'm sorry. ttyl [anchor=1150928327]Comment[/anchor] by [b]Lisa[/b] on 21 Jun 2006 @ 10:18 pm [/comment]...

and more - General
16 Jun 2006 @ 07:29 pm - Another pound lost today! It's official... 10 pounds in 2 weeks! WOO HOO!...

Losing weight - General
15 Jun 2006 @ 06:16 pm - well I've lost 4 more pounds. That makes 9 pounds in less than 2 weeks! I love this phentermine stuff. i'm never hungry! I'm going to start going back to the gym next week too after i pay up my membership on friday. tuesday, friday (before sundo...

To be a woman is to know - General
14 Jun 2006 @ 03:03 am - To be a woman is to know Where it is the shadows go At the intrusion of the dawn To know the nestled sweetness Wreckless uncertainty Of a child within the womb To be both the carrier of life And the tomb of those dead Carried inside A walki...

Mike emailed me - General
13 Jun 2006 @ 11:01 pm - totally out of the blue... i don't understand it. He was very nasty and said things like "i'm just the nice guy you beat up because you were raped and daddy didn't notice"..... That did it. The final straw... i didn't respond to his ema...

Dog shit - General
04 Jun 2006 @ 09:18 am - I feel like total dog shit. I'm fat, i'm ugly and my own son says so. I want to take a knife and cut the fat off of me. i HATE MYSELF LIKE THIS. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!! I AM SO REPULSIVE AND DISGUSTING I CAN'T STAND TO LOOK AT MYSELF. I HATE THESE M...